i think i forgot how about my love affair with music…music that i love. i’m sitting on my bed at 2AM screaming my heart out along with the likes of the goo goo dolls, vanessa carlton, train…all favorites of my past, when i was me and not afraid to be me. i forgot how much i love singing, out loud, not just along with the music in my head.
i’ve decided i am going to find a piano…upright, older, cheap (hopefully). i am going to start playing music again. and i am going to start playing music while i sing again. i miss that part of me so bad.
Posted January 29, 2010 at 2:09am
resolve
it wasn’t really my new year’s resolution to go to the gym 5 days a week…my new year’s resolution was to be honest to myself and others. i feel i am doing a pretty dang good job at the latter. however, i have been at the gym constantly, each day pushing myself harder and harder…and i can tell. i feel better about myself, more confident, etc. i am going to have abs of steel by spring break, no freaking joke. can’t wait to wear this: 
now…my boobs will never look as radical as marissa miller’s do, even if i get “plastic surgery”, but my abs will look decently close. i am super excited for spring break with the girls and a summer full of time spent at the lake and river and pool.
Posted January 14, 2010 at 3:44pm
Posted January 13, 2010 at 6:12am
